1 Month Later.
Today is the day I get to find out what I'm having. I'm officially 5 months and two weeks. He's meeting me up here. Lets just say, this situation is FUCKED up. So we ended up telling everybody about me being pregnant. Like YMCMB, and family, but NO media. That would just make the situation worse. He told Dhea I was pregnant and it was his. She forgave him. Told him we all make mistakes. I was hoping she'd leave him and we'd be together, but that's not the case. They're still together, and getting married soon. In 3 months to be exact. That's close to my due date. I'm scared that I'll go into labor the day if his wedding or while they're on their honeymoon or something. But whatever, I'm just the hoe he was fucking on the side. I have to deal with the consequences of my actions. Well, our actions. But whatever. When I told my mom, she was pissed. She damn near cussed me out and was about to fly all the way out here to beat my ass. I was nervous. But Faree came around. After a while he wasn't so angry. He's actually excited about having them running around the house. I've also been taking better care of myself. I haven't self-harmed in about 2 months and I've been eating regularly. Well, as regular as one can being pregnant. I've also cleared my schedule. I have nothing scheduled but off time for the next year or so. I walked into the doctors office with Wayne not to far behind me. I signed in sat down and waited to be called.
"Nick, you want to go to lunch after this?" I just looked at him. The last couple weeks I've been extremely rude to him. My hormones been fucking up. I decided to be nice today.
"Sure." I smiled looking at the magazines on the table next to me.
"Onika Maraj?" The lady asked. My gov. She must be new. Everybody in this office knows that I hate that. We got up and followed her to the back. I was excited to see what I was having. He was too, I'm hoping. I haven't really talked to him lately. We've been on two different pages lately.
"The doctor will be right in." She said walking out. Yeah, she new. Wayne was about to speak when Dr. Tully came walking through the door with a wide smile.
"Hey Nicki. Hey Babydaddy." I laughed. The shit cracked me up. She has to stop calling him that.
"Hey Dr. Tully." I said giggling and her rude joke. He didn't think it was that funny. To bad we did. I laid down on the table pulling my shirt up so we could get this show on the rode.
"You excited?"She asked while feeling my now protruding belly. It's grown a lot since the last time we were here.
"VERY!" I said a little to happy.
"Now this may be a little cold" she warned rubbing that cold shit on my stomach. This is one this I won't miss about being pregnant. I hate this gel. Makes me want to throw up. She rubbed it around my stomach to see the babies.
"Well lets see what going on here. Nicki......Baby A looks like it's going to be a girl..........Baby B looks like another girl..........Baby C looks like it's going to be a girl also. You are going to have your hands full with all these girls. Baby D is stubborn. Won't let me see what it's going to be. " she stared intently at the screen. "Looks like a another girl...... Nicki and Babydaddy looks like your having all girls. Good luck." She giggled wrapping up the machine. "I'll be back. Just going to put this away. We can then discuss some things." I pulled my shirt down and sat up, happily swinging my feet. I'm happy. Not what I expected, but still happy. Wayne had a grin on his face, but I could tell he was nervous.
"You okay?" I asked looking at the side of his face. He didn't respond at first.
"Wayne?" I said pushing his shoulder. He jerked his head my way.
"Huh?" He said with wide eyes.
"Nothing." Maybe letting him in our lives wasn't such a good idea. The doctor walked back in and sat on her rolling chair.
"Nicki, I see you've been taking good care of yourself. The babies sound better. And there is no pressure around your stomach. I'm proud of you. Uhmm, lets get to some due dates. At the earliest your due date should be July 14. You would be 7 1/2 months, but the original would be September 30. So just be prepared. Don't be worried. Its common in people who have multiple births. And since you are extremely small, you could give birth at any moment. Now, listen to me, If you ever start to feel major pressure in your abdomen don't hesitate to call me. You are a high risk pregnancy. Things could get bas and messy fast. I'm just glad you've been keeping the stress to a minimum. Just keep it that way and we won't have any problems. Any questions?"
"No, I don't. Wayne?"
"No. Thank You."
"You welcome Babydaddy. Alright Nicki make sure to schedule your next appointment with Diana at the front. And I'll see you next time."
"Thanks. Okay I will."
"And Nicki, remember what I said, don't hesitate to call me." She smiled. I returned it before walking out he door.
"Wayne schedule the next appointment. Schedule it around your next free day. I'm always free as of lately." I said laughing at my own joke. I guess he didn't think it was funny. Whatever I crack myself up.
-•-•
Waking out of the doctors office, I turned to Wayne.
"I have to drop my car off at home. So just follow me and we can go from there."
"Actually I just got a text from Dhea, I have to got meet her at the caterers. We can go after that?" He said looking up from his phone with a stressed expression.
"No it's okay. Spend time with your fiancé. Get your wedding together." I said looking at him with a reassuring smile.
"You sure? I could always just reschedule."
"No, it's fine I promise. I'll just go out with SB today." I said. I said opening the door to my car.
"Alright. But we do have to talk soon. We have to discuss what we're going to do with the babies." He said closing my door.
"Alright see you later." I said waving at him and pulling off. I ran into my house screaming Faree's name. But he wasn't answering. I walked into his room and didn't see him. I walked into the backyard and didn't see him. I walked to the game room and still didn't see him. I was getting nervous. He knows I hate being home by myself after what happened last time.
-Flashback-
I yawned sitting up in my bed, looking at the clock. Hmm, only 7:00. Since when do I wake up this early. I rubbed by 4 1/2 month belly trying to figure out what I was going to do next. First things first, I have to shower, it was hot in this room and I was sweating in my sleep. After getting out the shower I brushed my teeth and wrapped my towel around myself. I put on one of Safaree's shirts and a pair of leggings with a pair of black Uggs.(Can you tell I love t-shirts/hoodies, leggings, and Uggs? 😜😝😛😍) making my way down the stairs I slipped on the loose rug at the top of the steps, falling down all the steps. I saw that Safaree's keys were gone and couldn't get up. I started to have an anxiety attack and blacked out. I woke up to bright lights flashing over me. I sat up and saw Wayne sitting in the chair next to me sleep. Faree walked in holding a McDonalds bag and two drinks.
"I hope that's for me." I said startling him. He set the food on the table before running to me and giving me a hug.
"How long have I been out?"
"About 2 days." He said looking at me. I looked at Wayne seeing him shift in his seat.
"Ya know he never left your side? He's been here since I called him. Never went home. Those are the same clothes he had when he came in. " I laughed at the thought.
"Faree can we have a minute to talk."
"Sure." He said walking out.
"Wayne!" I called. "Wayne baby, wake up!" I said a little louder. I reached over and damn near pushed his ass out the chair. "WAKE YOUR ASS UP!" He jumped up shocked. His eyes widened at seeing me up.
"NICKI! Are you good?" He said hugging me tightly. A little to tightly I might add.
"I guess Wayne. I don't know. Where's my doctor?"
"Uhmm I'll go get her." He said rushing out the room. When he came back Faree and the doctor followed behind him.
"Hello Nicki. How do you feel?"
"I'm okay. How are my babies?"
"Nicki, did you do what I told you?....... You know what, don't answer that because I already know the answer. Nicki, when they admitted you, you were close to death. You had went into labor. You and the babies would have died if your friend here wasn't there to help you. And Nicki, we also saw the scars on your wrists? What's going on?" I became uncomfortable at the mention of my scars. Hell I just almost killed myself and my kids with my foolishness. God, what the hell is going on.
-Flasback End-
-•-•
I walked into the last place I thought he would be the babies' room. See I want them all in one room until they can sleep by themselves. I don't want to separate them and Faree agreed with me. I walked in there to see him finally painting the room. I had been begging him to do this for a couple days now, but he was painting it the wrong color... Blue, they're girls.
"Hey, Faree." I said startling him.
"Hey Nick." He said going back to painting the wall.
"Faree, I found out what I'm having today?"
"Was I right about you having all coons?" He said looking at me. I shook my head.
"One?" I shook my head "Two?" I shook my head. "Three?" I shook my head. He looked confused.
"Faree, I'm having all girls." He looked happy but sad when he realized that he painted the wall blue. He looked up at the walls sadly. I laughed at his face.
"Babe, how about you get cleaned up and we can go out for lunch?" He nodded sadly walking out of the room. Did I mention me and Faree are together. Yeah, at the hospital they but me on a 72 hour suicide watch and my 2nd, technically 5th day there we expressed how much we loved each other and decided to give a relationship a chance. So far it's been a good idea.
Thursday, November 6, 2014
Chapter 7
I got into my car closing the door before he could speak to me. I didn't want to talk about it. I'm a horrible mother. I can't even take care of myself or my babies. That's the only thing I'm good for right now, and I wasn't even doing that right. I let my own issues cause my kids to suffer. They don't deserve this. The deserve a family, but I can't give them that. I just want to go home and goto sleep.
I parked my car in my driveway seeing his car pull up behind mine. What the hell? Can he just leave? I walked up the path unlocking my door, leaving it open so he could walk in. I walked into my kitchen to see SB making a sandwich.
"Hey Faree." I said looking at him. Well his back since he was turned away from me.
"Hey Nick, Hey Wayne." He said turning around taking a big bite out if his sandwich.
"Faree, I have something to tell you." I said keeping eye contact.
"Wassup?"
"I'm pregnant." I said bluntly. He choked on his sandwich putting his plate on the counter.
"WHAT!" He yelled looking at me.
"I'm four months along with quadruplets." He was silent for a while.
"Who's the father?"
"Wayne....." I whispered.
"Who?" He asked knowing damn well he heard me.
"Wayne, Safaree, Dwayne Carter. He is the father of my baby."
"Don't that nigga got a fiancé?" He asked angrily like Wayne wasn't in the same room.
"Yeah." I said ashamed of the stupid decision I made. Well, we made.
"And is that nigga gone be part of their lives? Is he gone leave his fiancé? Is he gone tell her he got you pregnant? Or is he gone lie his way through their lives?" He said going on a rant. All the things he said made sense these were things I didn't think of till now.
"Don't talk about me like I'm not here". Wayne said getting defensive.
"Wayne you my nigga. And I once respected you. But you fucking with my bestfriend. That shit ain't cool." SB yelled.
"Faree calm down please." I said trying to calm him down. "Wayne I think it's time for you to go." I said leading him to the door. "Nicki, we need to talk about this." He said standing in my door way. "Uhmm, come by tomorrow around 12:00 so we can talk." I just nodded. He hugged me and kissed me on the cheek before walking to his car. I closed the door and turned around to see SB looking at me where red eyes.
"Since when do you go around fucking married men?" He asked angrily. I loved him but at the moment I hated him. He could always make me feel like crap. I just wanted to go to sleep.
"SB, I love you but can we talk about this later. I'm tired and I just want to sleep."
"Alright. We can talk about it later. Go get some sleep. I'll wake you up to eat dinner later. What do you want?" He said smiling. This is why I love him.
"Anything you make Faree. I haven't eaten in about 2 days."
"Nika that's not good."
"I know. I'm working on letting other people take care of me."
I parked my car in my driveway seeing his car pull up behind mine. What the hell? Can he just leave? I walked up the path unlocking my door, leaving it open so he could walk in. I walked into my kitchen to see SB making a sandwich.
"Hey Faree." I said looking at him. Well his back since he was turned away from me.
"Hey Nick, Hey Wayne." He said turning around taking a big bite out if his sandwich.
"Faree, I have something to tell you." I said keeping eye contact.
"Wassup?"
"I'm pregnant." I said bluntly. He choked on his sandwich putting his plate on the counter.
"WHAT!" He yelled looking at me.
"I'm four months along with quadruplets." He was silent for a while.
"Who's the father?"
"Wayne....." I whispered.
"Who?" He asked knowing damn well he heard me.
"Wayne, Safaree, Dwayne Carter. He is the father of my baby."
"Don't that nigga got a fiancé?" He asked angrily like Wayne wasn't in the same room.
"Yeah." I said ashamed of the stupid decision I made. Well, we made.
"And is that nigga gone be part of their lives? Is he gone leave his fiancé? Is he gone tell her he got you pregnant? Or is he gone lie his way through their lives?" He said going on a rant. All the things he said made sense these were things I didn't think of till now.
"Don't talk about me like I'm not here". Wayne said getting defensive.
"Wayne you my nigga. And I once respected you. But you fucking with my bestfriend. That shit ain't cool." SB yelled.
"Faree calm down please." I said trying to calm him down. "Wayne I think it's time for you to go." I said leading him to the door. "Nicki, we need to talk about this." He said standing in my door way. "Uhmm, come by tomorrow around 12:00 so we can talk." I just nodded. He hugged me and kissed me on the cheek before walking to his car. I closed the door and turned around to see SB looking at me where red eyes.
"Since when do you go around fucking married men?" He asked angrily. I loved him but at the moment I hated him. He could always make me feel like crap. I just wanted to go to sleep.
"SB, I love you but can we talk about this later. I'm tired and I just want to sleep."
"Alright. We can talk about it later. Go get some sleep. I'll wake you up to eat dinner later. What do you want?" He said smiling. This is why I love him.
"Anything you make Faree. I haven't eaten in about 2 days."
"Nika that's not good."
"I know. I'm working on letting other people take care of me."
Chapter 6
Waking up I felt his soft cool breath on the nape of my neck. GOD, what did I do? I look over at the clock and see I've been sleep for an hour. SB should be home soon. He can't see Wayne. I got up and ran to the bathroom to barf up the contents in my stomach. Wayne walked in and held my hair back. The tears started to flow down my face.
"You have to leave." I said as strongly as I could.
"Onika, what are you talking about?"
"You need to leave. Faree will be home soon, he can't see you. You need to get your stuff so you can leave."
"Nicki I'm not going anywhere."
"You got what you want. We had sex now you can leave."
"Nicki that wasn't sex. I made love to you. I love you. You said you love me."
"What happened was a mistake. I think it's time for you to leave."
"I'm not going anywhere. So stop pushing me away." I tried standing up to brush my teeth but my legs just collapsed under me. I leaned over into the toilet and threw up some more. He just stared at me.
"Why are you just standing there? It's time for you to go." He looked at me shook his head and walked out. I was relived that he left. He needs to go. He doesn't belong here.
Walking back into my room I saw him sitting on my side of the bed with something in his hands. I rolled my eyes walking into my closet. I had a doctors appointment today. In about 45 minutes and he came and threw me off schedule. I threw on a simple OVO sweatshirt and leggings with a pair of red uggs. I walked out to see him still sitting there.
"I thought I told you to leave."
"Are you pregnant?" He asked me just above a whisper.
"What are you talking about?" I said walking closer to him seeing that he was holding my ultrasound picture.
"THIS!" He yelled. "Are you pregnant?"
"Why are you going threw my stuff?"
"So you are? You were just going to raise my kids and not tell me?"
"Who said they're yours? Who said you the only person I was fucking?"
"So you fucking other niggas? Who? That nigga Mario?" He yelled walking towards me." Gay Ass."
"GET THE HELL OUT OF MY HOUSE."
"Nicki, NO! Not until you tell me the truth."
"You want to truth. You got 5 minutes before to leave before I call the police. GET THE HELL OUT!" I yelled picking up his clothes and throwing them at him. He put the picture on my night stand got his stuff and walked out of my room. My house. And hopefully my life. I was about to walk out when I felt a sharp pain in my stomach. I sat on the bed crying silent tears. The pain was immense. I rubbed small circles trying to calm myself. After about 10 minutes my stomach stopped hurting. Walking out of my room I closed my door left SB a note telling him I left and went to my car.
-•-•
I was sitting reading a book in the waiting room when someone came and sat next to me. Feeling uncomfortable I shifted in my seat.
"Nicki calm down. It's me." Wayne said taking off his hood.
"What the fuck are you doing here?" I harshly whispered.
"Supporting you. You ARE the mother of my child."
"Like I said, how you know you the only nigga I'm fucking?"
"Nicki, your not a whore. You don't just fuck to be fucking. So stop pushing me away."
"How do you know?"
"Onika, I'm not here to argue with you. I don't want to stress you or the baby out. Just let me support you. Okay?" I sighed giving in to him. He was right. He's the father of my children. I suppose I have to let him support us.
"Children." I said looking up from the magazine I was reading.
"As in more than one?" He asked confused. I wiggled 4 fingers.
"WE HAVING 4 KIDS?" He yelled excitedly standing over me.
"CALM DOWN WAYNE!" I said embarrassed at the staring bystanders. He sat back down.
"Sorry, I'm just happy."
"Onika." The nurse called walking from the back. I got up and followed the lady. Wayne was still sitting in the same position.
"Well, are you coming?"
"Yeah." He said jumping up from his seat. "I didn't know if you wanted me-"
"Wayne, calm down. I'm tired of fighting with you. You are the father you have the right to be here." We walked into the room and the nurse turned and was about to walk out when she called my name.
"Nika, good job." She whispered hugging me. I gave her a small smile. I needed that reassurance.
"The doctor will be in soon." She said closing the door. We sat in an awkward silence. This is the really weird. I'm use to being here by myself. Without any support this is weird for me.
"Nicki, I'm glad you let me come. I'm here to support you." I smiled at him in response. At this moment I just want to know how's my baby is doing?
"Hey Nicki." The doctor said walking in surprised to see Wayne next to me.
"Hey Dr. Tully. How are you?"
"I'm good. How are you?"
"I'm good." I said wondering when she was going to address the elephant in the room.
"So who is this Nicki?" She said looking at him, but talking to me.
"This is the father." I said giggling.
"Well nice to meet you daddy. How are you?"
"I'm good." He said nervously.
"Well lets take a look at those babies. Lay back on the table for me, and we can see what's going on." I did as she said. She lifted my shirt and felt around my stomach. Poking and prodding. A frown appeared on her face making me nervous.
"What's wrong?" I asked getting worried.
"Nicki, just lie back for me and don't move while I go get the ultrasound machine." Wayne moved his chair next to the table grabbing my hand. I was shaking. I was terrified and her not answering me made it even worse. He kissed my hand making me feel slightly better. She walked back in with the machine rolling behind her.
"Nicki, this may be a little cold just relax." I replied with a slight nod, shivering at the cool sensation the gel gave me.
"Nicki, have you been under a lot of stress lately?" She asked staring intently at the screen. When I didn't reply she looked at me shaking her head. Then looked back at the screen.
"Nicki, at our first appointment I told you how dangerous this pregnancy was going to be. With you being so small. I told you to keep the stress to a minimum. You are putting yourself and the babies in danger. You are extremely tiny to be four months and having quadruplets. The babies heart beats seem to have become weaker since the last time we saw each other. That's not good. Now I'm putting you on bed rest till our next appointment. I barely want you going outside unless you have to. Have dad here go buy groceries or something. All I want you to do is sit and eat and sleep. Be lazy. Clear your schedule."
She smiled trying to lighten what she jut said. But what she said hit me hard.
"Got me?" I still didn't speak. I was unable to.
"Yeah, we understand." Wayne said speaking up. She just smiled at him. She cleaned to gel off of my stomach and wrapped the machine up.
"Nicki, look at me." She said putting a finger under my chin turning my face towards her. "I didn't mean to drop all that on you, but it's getting dangerous. I want to see you make it to full term or somewhere close. I don't want to loose you. Now, please take the stress off. Do whatever you have to do. Let daddy here help you. You can't do it all Nicki. Please just take it easy." I just nodded wiping the tears that were slowly streaming down my face. She hugged me before walking out. I pulled my shirt down and hopped off of the table. I walked out of the room with him following silently behind me.
"You have to leave." I said as strongly as I could.
"Onika, what are you talking about?"
"You need to leave. Faree will be home soon, he can't see you. You need to get your stuff so you can leave."
"Nicki I'm not going anywhere."
"You got what you want. We had sex now you can leave."
"Nicki that wasn't sex. I made love to you. I love you. You said you love me."
"What happened was a mistake. I think it's time for you to leave."
"I'm not going anywhere. So stop pushing me away." I tried standing up to brush my teeth but my legs just collapsed under me. I leaned over into the toilet and threw up some more. He just stared at me.
"Why are you just standing there? It's time for you to go." He looked at me shook his head and walked out. I was relived that he left. He needs to go. He doesn't belong here.
Walking back into my room I saw him sitting on my side of the bed with something in his hands. I rolled my eyes walking into my closet. I had a doctors appointment today. In about 45 minutes and he came and threw me off schedule. I threw on a simple OVO sweatshirt and leggings with a pair of red uggs. I walked out to see him still sitting there.
"I thought I told you to leave."
"Are you pregnant?" He asked me just above a whisper.
"What are you talking about?" I said walking closer to him seeing that he was holding my ultrasound picture.
"THIS!" He yelled. "Are you pregnant?"
"Why are you going threw my stuff?"
"So you are? You were just going to raise my kids and not tell me?"
"Who said they're yours? Who said you the only person I was fucking?"
"So you fucking other niggas? Who? That nigga Mario?" He yelled walking towards me." Gay Ass."
"GET THE HELL OUT OF MY HOUSE."
"Nicki, NO! Not until you tell me the truth."
"You want to truth. You got 5 minutes before to leave before I call the police. GET THE HELL OUT!" I yelled picking up his clothes and throwing them at him. He put the picture on my night stand got his stuff and walked out of my room. My house. And hopefully my life. I was about to walk out when I felt a sharp pain in my stomach. I sat on the bed crying silent tears. The pain was immense. I rubbed small circles trying to calm myself. After about 10 minutes my stomach stopped hurting. Walking out of my room I closed my door left SB a note telling him I left and went to my car.
-•-•
I was sitting reading a book in the waiting room when someone came and sat next to me. Feeling uncomfortable I shifted in my seat.
"Nicki calm down. It's me." Wayne said taking off his hood.
"What the fuck are you doing here?" I harshly whispered.
"Supporting you. You ARE the mother of my child."
"Like I said, how you know you the only nigga I'm fucking?"
"Nicki, your not a whore. You don't just fuck to be fucking. So stop pushing me away."
"How do you know?"
"Onika, I'm not here to argue with you. I don't want to stress you or the baby out. Just let me support you. Okay?" I sighed giving in to him. He was right. He's the father of my children. I suppose I have to let him support us.
"Children." I said looking up from the magazine I was reading.
"As in more than one?" He asked confused. I wiggled 4 fingers.
"WE HAVING 4 KIDS?" He yelled excitedly standing over me.
"CALM DOWN WAYNE!" I said embarrassed at the staring bystanders. He sat back down.
"Sorry, I'm just happy."
"Onika." The nurse called walking from the back. I got up and followed the lady. Wayne was still sitting in the same position.
"Well, are you coming?"
"Yeah." He said jumping up from his seat. "I didn't know if you wanted me-"
"Wayne, calm down. I'm tired of fighting with you. You are the father you have the right to be here." We walked into the room and the nurse turned and was about to walk out when she called my name.
"Nika, good job." She whispered hugging me. I gave her a small smile. I needed that reassurance.
"The doctor will be in soon." She said closing the door. We sat in an awkward silence. This is the really weird. I'm use to being here by myself. Without any support this is weird for me.
"Nicki, I'm glad you let me come. I'm here to support you." I smiled at him in response. At this moment I just want to know how's my baby is doing?
"Hey Nicki." The doctor said walking in surprised to see Wayne next to me.
"Hey Dr. Tully. How are you?"
"I'm good. How are you?"
"I'm good." I said wondering when she was going to address the elephant in the room.
"So who is this Nicki?" She said looking at him, but talking to me.
"This is the father." I said giggling.
"Well nice to meet you daddy. How are you?"
"I'm good." He said nervously.
"Well lets take a look at those babies. Lay back on the table for me, and we can see what's going on." I did as she said. She lifted my shirt and felt around my stomach. Poking and prodding. A frown appeared on her face making me nervous.
"What's wrong?" I asked getting worried.
"Nicki, just lie back for me and don't move while I go get the ultrasound machine." Wayne moved his chair next to the table grabbing my hand. I was shaking. I was terrified and her not answering me made it even worse. He kissed my hand making me feel slightly better. She walked back in with the machine rolling behind her.
"Nicki, this may be a little cold just relax." I replied with a slight nod, shivering at the cool sensation the gel gave me.
"Nicki, have you been under a lot of stress lately?" She asked staring intently at the screen. When I didn't reply she looked at me shaking her head. Then looked back at the screen.
"Nicki, at our first appointment I told you how dangerous this pregnancy was going to be. With you being so small. I told you to keep the stress to a minimum. You are putting yourself and the babies in danger. You are extremely tiny to be four months and having quadruplets. The babies heart beats seem to have become weaker since the last time we saw each other. That's not good. Now I'm putting you on bed rest till our next appointment. I barely want you going outside unless you have to. Have dad here go buy groceries or something. All I want you to do is sit and eat and sleep. Be lazy. Clear your schedule."
She smiled trying to lighten what she jut said. But what she said hit me hard.
"Got me?" I still didn't speak. I was unable to.
"Yeah, we understand." Wayne said speaking up. She just smiled at him. She cleaned to gel off of my stomach and wrapped the machine up.
"Nicki, look at me." She said putting a finger under my chin turning my face towards her. "I didn't mean to drop all that on you, but it's getting dangerous. I want to see you make it to full term or somewhere close. I don't want to loose you. Now, please take the stress off. Do whatever you have to do. Let daddy here help you. You can't do it all Nicki. Please just take it easy." I just nodded wiping the tears that were slowly streaming down my face. She hugged me before walking out. I pulled my shirt down and hopped off of the table. I walked out of the room with him following silently behind me.
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