Chapter 8

1 Month Later.
Today is the day I get to find out what I'm having. I'm officially 5 months and two weeks. He's meeting me up here. Lets just say, this situation is FUCKED up. So we ended up telling everybody about me being pregnant. Like YMCMB, and family, but NO media. That would just make the situation worse. He told Dhea I was pregnant and it was his. She forgave him. Told him we all make mistakes. I was hoping she'd leave him and we'd be together, but that's not the case. They're still together, and getting married soon. In 3 months to be exact. That's close to my due date. I'm scared that I'll go into labor the day if his wedding or while they're on their honeymoon or something. But whatever, I'm just the hoe he was fucking on the side. I have to deal with the consequences of my actions. Well, our actions. But whatever. When I told my mom, she was pissed. She damn near cussed me out and was about to fly all the way out here to beat my ass. I was nervous. But Faree came around. After a while he wasn't so angry. He's actually excited about having them running around the house. I've also been taking better care of myself. I haven't self-harmed in about 2 months and I've been eating regularly. Well, as regular as one can being pregnant. I've also cleared my schedule. I have nothing scheduled but off time for the next year or so. I walked into the doctors office with Wayne not to far behind me. I signed in sat down and waited to be called.
"Nick, you want to go to lunch after this?" I just looked at him. The last couple weeks I've been extremely rude to him. My hormones been fucking up. I decided to be nice today.
"Sure." I smiled looking at the magazines on the table next to me.
"Onika Maraj?" The lady asked. My gov. She must be new. Everybody in this office knows that I hate that. We got up and followed her to the back. I was excited to see what I was having. He was too, I'm hoping. I haven't really talked to him lately. We've been on two different pages lately.
"The doctor will be right in." She said walking out. Yeah, she new. Wayne was about to speak when Dr. Tully came walking through the door with a wide smile.
"Hey Nicki. Hey Babydaddy." I laughed. The shit cracked me up. She has to stop calling him that.
"Hey Dr. Tully." I said giggling and her rude joke. He didn't think it was that funny. To bad we did. I laid down on the table pulling my shirt up so we could get this show on the rode.
"You excited?"She asked while feeling my now protruding belly. It's grown a lot since the last time we were here.
"VERY!" I said a little to happy.
"Now this may be a little cold" she warned rubbing that cold shit on my stomach. This is one this I won't miss about being pregnant. I hate this gel. Makes me want to throw up. She rubbed it around my stomach to see the babies.
"Well lets see what going on here. Nicki......Baby A looks like it's going to be a girl..........Baby B looks like another girl..........Baby C looks like it's going to be a girl also. You are going to have your hands full with all these girls. Baby D is stubborn. Won't let me see what it's going to be. " she stared intently at the screen. "Looks like a another girl...... Nicki and Babydaddy looks like your having all girls. Good luck." She giggled wrapping up the machine. "I'll be back. Just going to put this away. We can then discuss some things." I pulled my shirt down and sat up, happily swinging my feet. I'm happy. Not what I expected, but still happy. Wayne had a grin on his face, but I could tell he was nervous.
"You okay?" I asked looking at the side of his face. He didn't respond at first.
"Wayne?" I said pushing his shoulder. He jerked his head my way.
"Huh?" He said with wide eyes.
"Nothing." Maybe letting him in our lives wasn't such a good idea. The doctor walked back in and sat on her rolling chair.
"Nicki, I see you've been taking good care of yourself. The babies sound better. And there is no pressure around your stomach. I'm proud of you. Uhmm, lets get to some due dates. At the earliest your due date should be July 14. You would be 7 1/2 months, but the original would be September 30. So just be prepared. Don't be worried. Its common in people who have multiple births. And since you are extremely small, you could give birth at any moment. Now, listen to me, If you ever start to feel major pressure in your abdomen don't hesitate to call me. You are a high risk pregnancy. Things could get bas and messy fast. I'm just glad you've been keeping the stress to a minimum. Just keep it that way and we won't have any problems. Any questions?"
"No, I don't. Wayne?"
"No. Thank You."
"You welcome Babydaddy. Alright Nicki make sure to schedule your next appointment with Diana at the front. And I'll see you next time."
"Thanks. Okay I will."
"And Nicki, remember what I said, don't hesitate to call me." She smiled. I returned it before walking out he door.
"Wayne schedule the next appointment. Schedule it around your next free day. I'm always free as of lately." I said laughing at my own joke. I guess he didn't think it was funny. Whatever I crack myself up.
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Waking out of the doctors office, I turned to Wayne.
"I have to drop my car off at home. So just follow me and we can go from there."
"Actually I just got a text from Dhea, I have to got meet her at the caterers. We can go after that?" He said looking up from his phone with a stressed expression.
"No it's okay. Spend time with your fiancé. Get your wedding together." I said looking at him with a reassuring smile.
"You sure? I could always just reschedule."
"No, it's fine I promise. I'll just go out with SB today." I said. I said opening the door to my car.
"Alright. But we do have to talk soon. We have to discuss what we're going to do with the babies." He said closing my door.
"Alright see you later." I said waving at him and pulling off. I ran into my house screaming Faree's name. But he wasn't answering. I walked into his room and didn't see him. I walked into the backyard and didn't see him. I walked to the game room and still didn't see him. I was getting nervous. He knows I hate being home by myself after what happened last time.
-Flashback-
I yawned sitting up in my bed, looking at the clock. Hmm, only 7:00. Since when do I wake up this early. I rubbed by 4 1/2 month belly trying to figure out what I was going to do next. First things first, I have to shower, it was hot in this room and I was sweating in my sleep. After getting out the shower I brushed my teeth and wrapped my towel around myself. I put on one of Safaree's shirts and a pair of leggings with a pair of black Uggs.(Can you tell I love t-shirts/hoodies, leggings, and Uggs? 😜😝😛😍) making my way down the stairs I slipped on the loose rug at the top of the steps, falling down all the steps. I saw that Safaree's keys were gone and couldn't get up. I started to have an anxiety attack and blacked out. I woke up to bright lights flashing over me. I sat up and saw Wayne sitting in the chair next to me sleep. Faree walked in holding a McDonalds bag and two drinks.
"I hope that's for me." I said startling him. He set the food on the table before running to me and giving me a hug.
"How long have I been out?"
"About 2 days." He said looking at me. I looked at Wayne seeing him shift in his seat.
"Ya know he never left your side? He's been here since I called him. Never went home. Those are the same clothes he had when he came in. " I laughed at the thought.
"Faree can we have a minute to talk."
"Sure." He said walking out.
"Wayne!" I called. "Wayne baby, wake up!" I said a little louder. I reached over and damn near pushed his ass out the chair. "WAKE YOUR ASS UP!" He jumped up shocked. His eyes widened at seeing me up.
"NICKI! Are you good?" He said hugging me tightly. A little to tightly I might add.
"I guess Wayne. I don't know. Where's my doctor?"
"Uhmm I'll go get her." He said rushing out the room. When he came back Faree and the doctor followed behind him.
"Hello Nicki. How do you feel?"
"I'm okay. How are my babies?"
"Nicki, did you do what I told you?....... You know what, don't answer that because I already know the answer. Nicki, when they admitted you, you were close to death. You had went into labor. You and the babies would have died if your friend here wasn't there to help you. And Nicki, we also saw the scars on your wrists? What's going on?" I became uncomfortable at the mention of my scars. Hell I just almost killed myself and my kids with my foolishness. God, what the hell is going on.
-Flasback End-
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I walked into the last place I thought he would be the babies' room. See I want them all in one room until they can sleep by themselves. I don't want to separate them and Faree agreed with me. I walked in there to see him finally painting the room. I had been begging him to do this for a couple days now, but he was painting it the wrong color... Blue, they're girls.
"Hey, Faree." I said startling him.
"Hey Nick." He said going back to painting the wall.
"Faree, I found out what I'm having today?"
"Was I right about you having all coons?" He said looking at me. I shook my head.
"One?" I shook my head "Two?" I shook my head. "Three?" I shook my head. He looked confused.
"Faree, I'm having all girls." He looked happy but sad when he realized that he painted the wall blue. He looked up at the walls sadly. I laughed at his face.
"Babe, how about you get cleaned up and we can go out for lunch?" He nodded sadly walking out of the room. Did I mention me and Faree are together. Yeah, at the hospital they but me on a 72 hour suicide watch and my 2nd, technically 5th day there we expressed how much we loved each other and decided to give a relationship a chance. So far it's been a good idea.