Chapter 7

I got into my car closing the door before he could speak to me. I didn't want to talk about it. I'm a horrible mother. I can't even take care of myself or my babies. That's the only thing I'm good for right now, and I wasn't even doing that right. I let my own issues cause my kids to suffer. They don't deserve this. The deserve a family, but I can't give them that. I just want to go home and goto sleep.
I parked my car in my driveway seeing his car pull up behind mine. What the hell? Can he just leave? I walked up the path unlocking my door, leaving it open so he could walk in. I walked into my kitchen to see SB making a sandwich.
"Hey Faree." I said looking at him. Well his back since he was turned away from me.
"Hey Nick, Hey Wayne." He said turning around taking a big bite out if his sandwich.
"Faree, I have something to tell you." I said keeping eye contact.
"Wassup?"
"I'm pregnant." I said bluntly. He choked on his sandwich putting his plate on the counter.
"WHAT!" He yelled looking at me.
"I'm four months along with quadruplets." He was silent for a while.
"Who's the father?"
"Wayne....." I whispered.
"Who?" He asked knowing damn well he heard me.
"Wayne, Safaree, Dwayne Carter. He is the father of my baby."
"Don't that nigga got a fiancé?" He asked angrily like Wayne wasn't in the same room.
"Yeah." I said ashamed of the stupid decision I made. Well, we made.
"And is that nigga gone be part of their lives? Is he gone leave his fiancé? Is he gone tell her he got you pregnant? Or is he gone lie his way through their lives?" He said going on a rant. All the things he said made sense these were things I didn't think of till now.
"Don't talk about me like I'm not here". Wayne said getting defensive.
"Wayne you my nigga. And I once respected you. But you fucking with my bestfriend. That shit ain't cool." SB yelled.
"Faree calm down please." I said trying to calm him down. "Wayne I think it's time for you to go." I said leading him to the door. "Nicki, we need to talk about this." He said standing in my door way. "Uhmm, come by tomorrow around 12:00 so we can talk." I just nodded. He hugged me and kissed me on the cheek before walking to his car. I closed the door and turned around to see SB looking at me where red eyes.
"Since when do you go around fucking married men?" He asked angrily. I loved him but at the moment I hated him. He could always make me feel like crap. I just wanted to go to sleep.
"SB, I love you but can we talk about this later. I'm tired and I just want to sleep."
"Alright. We can talk about it later. Go get some sleep. I'll wake you up to eat dinner later. What do you want?" He said smiling. This is why I love him.
"Anything you make Faree. I haven't eaten in about 2 days."
"Nika that's not good."
"I know. I'm working on letting other people take care of me."